God is so GOOD! Not ME but GOD! When I am weak he is strong. He gave me everything. Every opportunity!Every talent! Every lesson! He is a father of love, comfort, forgiveness, and goodness.

I use to love to sing when I was a young woman. I also knew of God I didn’t know him personally. I became angry and rebellious towards God and my parents right before highschool. I had decided to quit singing, acting, and playing instuments because I was mad. I had prayed to go to this school that was focused on creative arts. My family couldn’t afford it with four children. My family was going through a lot then too. I didn’t understand it then. I totally do now. I quit focusing on anything to do with my faith and God. I would say God I am having fun right now. I will come back someday. I focused on my self and control. I ran to things for what I thought would bring me love and comfort. I used drugs, alcohol, success, and men. It wasn’t cool or the solution in my mind to follow Jesus! Well, I am here to tell you it was all a lie! You can start over no matter what your past is! Let go and let GOD! 

God was always there and never pressured me to come back to him. This is the first time in my life that I am in a deep relationship with him. I spend time with him everyday by praying, reading his word, worship, and resting in silence. I start my day with it! When I’m sad or overwhelmed I run to him. When I am happy I praise him. He is my #1everything!

It is a BIG difference and changes you from the inside out. God put the desire in my heart about 4 years ago to lead worship. I wanted to but didn’t really believe it would ever happen. I didn’t think I had a good enough voice. I wasn’t a good enough Christian. I didn’t have any experience or enough time. I wasn’t perfect enough. I will fail. Lies Lies Lies! The enemy likes to kill and destroy. 

This last Sunday was the first time I had the opportunity to lead a song. I sang King Of My Heart. That song points to so many thing’s in my life. I was so nervous and scared. I didn’t think I could do it when I was told I was leading a song. True example of Gods power not mine. When I am weak he is strong. I asked him if it was his will I would remember my lines and lead well. I asked him to download in my brain what he wanted me to do. He gave me the opportunity. I wanted to make him proud. I prayed my focus was to glorify him not me. It was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life. I am so honored to be apart of Real Church and helping lead worship. 

I LOVE LOVE LOVE leading worship. It is what I was created for. I love singing and praising God! I love to encourage others to live their life focused on a relationship with Jesus Christ! I want Jesus everyday all day. I want people inspired to live for Jesus and to look forward to spending eternity in heaven. Faith Inspired by grace!
It brings me pure comfort, joy, and happiness. I am working on letting go and trusting God for what he wants me to do and be. It is so refreshing. He is giving me a new life and it’s exciting! Thank you Jesus!

His will is to protect you, grow your faith, and bless you. He created you for a purpose and has a perfect plan for you. The desires in your heart, the fire in your veins, are for a reason. Seek him and he will direct you. He is a father of love and goodness. He loves you. HE WILL NEVER LET YOU DOWN. HE IS GOOD!